Hi Graham,
just thought i'd add a comment.
I recently got back into trials myself after what must be a 20 year layoff!
Got myself a far too powerful Beta 270 and took part in a local trial about 8 weeks ago.
I was exactly the same as you-paddling my way round with hairs up on the back of my neck with nerves!
But one thing's for sure-I thoroughly enjoyed myself and have managed another 4 trials since-it gets easier every time!
Keep it up mate-as far as I can see, trials is a minority sport and the more of us the better.
Every time you pay your entry fee you're helping a club to run an event-something that's essential to keep this fine sport going!
Best of luck mate,we're all sharing the same aches and pains!
Regards
TC